Sing, O Muse, of Rage

My tongue will tell the anger of my heart, or else my heart concealing it will break.

― William Shakespeare

Anger is one of our clearest emotions. Gripping our attention with urgency, it calls often for a violent anti-social response which runs in stark contrast to the collaborative default of much of modern life.

As such, it is an emotion often derided in religions, philosophy, and other wisdom literature. Yet still it persists as an inexorable feature of our nature, we are still left to grapple with its grip and its aftermath.

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Problem Solving Orientations

Learning is transformation. Each failure engenders inadequacy and dissatisfaction. In the moment, a failure drives you towards some change, any change, any resolution to continue forward, but the paths from failure are not all the same. There are four kinds of transformations that a obstacle can prompt, which all lead to different forms of resolutions.

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The Realms of Existence

Good thoughts, good words, good deeds.

― Zoroastrian mantra

“Who am I?” ― what kind of answer can we give to this fundamental question of our selves? Are we, perhaps, our emotions? Are we what other people think about us? How we define ourselves has critical implications for our path of self-development, because “perception precedes improvement”, and “what you measure, you improve”.

Just as there are four kinds of explanations for anything in the world, there are four parallel realms of our own existence, four kinds of self which each explain us in a different way. And just as some temperaments prefer certain kinds of explanations over others, some will identify strongly with only one of these facets of self. Knowing the kind of self you associate with most strongly can tell you about your strengths and your weaknesses.

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Self-Alienation

The imitator dooms himself to hopeless mediocrity. The inventor did it, because it was natural to him, and so in him it has a charm. In the imitator, something else is natural, and he bereaves himself of his own beauty, to come short of another man's.

― Ralph Waldo Emerson

Through mimicry, we learn. Seeing the heights reached by others gives us glimpses of our own potential. As we observe, and try on roles and strategies we see patterned around us, we can grow into that potential.

But there is a critical difference between learning the ways others approach their goals ― assimilating their tools and making them our own ― and trying to copy their goals. Recognizing that there are fundamentally two different kinds of knowledge, it is the technical knowledge, the knowledge of tools and the consequences of our action, which is amenable to mimicry. When we instead mimic the goals and drives people have, if they are not our own, we can end up disconnected from our own existence, motivated only through faint echoes of what we think our role model would themselves want, and detached from the consequences of our actions.

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The Four Kinds of Explanations

The history of philosophy is to a great extent that of a certain clash of human temperaments…. Of whatever temperament a professional philosopher is, he tries when philosophizing to sink the fact of his temperament.

...Most of us have, of course, no very definite intellectual temperament, we are a mixture of opposite ingredients, each one present very moderately.

...Temperaments with their cravings and refusals do determine men in their philosophies, and always will.

― William James

When a curiosity in the world draws your eye, and your mind begs for an explanation ― what kind of explanation do you offer it? Every effect is driven by an infinitude of causes, and each cause among them is driven in turn by yet another infinitude. Picking apart this vast interconnected web, we can see four kinds of explanatory strands, four kinds of relations which might satisfy your mind’s quest to understand.

Each of these kinds of explanations lives in its own world; communicating between these kinds is quite difficult. Much frustration might arise when we ask for an explanation, expecting some human-centric story of motivation, and instead are given some story of chemicals or atoms, or vice versa. These explanations are tools, and as tools are useful for different kinds of things. Depending on the problems we try to solve in our daily lives, we might tend towards one kind of explanations more than others, or perhaps we might tend towards one kind because of our personality, or perhaps because of some random synaptic connection in the brain…

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Rethinking the Is-Ought Chasm

Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.

― Rumi

Masters of intellect have ever reached towards the stars in their endeavors. More than tools, beyond predictions, the goal of philosophy often tends towards a deeper understanding, towards answering that ultimate question, “how should we then live?”

It is a question where religion has had more success than reason, at least in terms of popularity. Somehow, the kinds of questions and answers are split, so that the answers which seem more important are inaccessible by any but the least precise ways of thinking, which would be a damning tradeoff for any philosophical endeavor.

This strange separation comes, like most such distinctions, not from some artificial barrier enforced by societal forces, but from deep within our nature.

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The Myth of "Mostly Peaceful"

The conqueror is always a lover of peace; he would prefer to take over our country unopposed.

― Carl von Clausewitz

The line between peace and war, between cooperation and coercion, is a brightline of supreme ethical importance. It separates the moral realms of what you might personally consider the best course of action versus what you are justified in forcing upon others. There no room to blur this line ― even a minor harm today can serve as a credible threat of greater harm extending far into the future, projecting force into your mind and demanding your submission.

A boxing match is "mostly peaceful", but it is still a fight. A victim of bullying does not always come home with a bloody nose, after some point they might willingly comply. A pistol held to your head is just as threatening weather its muzzle is hot, or not.

"Mostly peaceful" is a meaningless descriptor; it can encompass even the most violent extremes. Anything less than total peace is unsafe. There is no gray area between peace and coercion. If violence raises its head, it must either be renounced, or else it colors all its surroundings.

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Critical Feeling

Life is like a train of moods like a string of beads, and, as we pass through them, they prove to be many-colored lenses which paint the world their own hue...

― Ralph Waldo Emerson

Over the course of a good education, we learn to subject our beliefs and judgements to critical scrutiny. When reflexive, errant thoughts arise within our minds, we know how to combat them within ourselves and bring them in line with reality. We call this process, this collection of corrective metacognitive tools, “critical thinking”.

But when feelings arise within us, we have been given no such toolkit, no similar standard by which to judge whether these feelings are in need of correction in the first place. At best (or, perhaps, at worst), we can apply often vague, sometimes contradictory religious prescriptions of which emotions are good or bad, or perhaps evil. The precision with which we wield reason and logic may seem more taunting than inspiring, a nirvana beyond our reach.

There is a path to these elysian fields. When we recognize that our feelings are not in fact some representation of some "truer" self, but in fact are a kaleidoscope formed of naive, primal drives, we can tease apart each of these colors and, looking at them one by one, discern their purpose. Translated from flutters of the heart to context-specific goals, they become strategies no less amenable to inspection than any rational plan.

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The Illusion of Self and its Interests

What do we mean by saying that existence precedes essence? We mean that man first of all exists, encounters himself, surges up in the world – and defines himself afterwards.

― Sartre

The world of stories is a world of coherence. A narrative Occam's razor cuts away passing passions, leaving enduring motivations for us to perceive. From the multitudinous emotions and actions we see played out before us, we imagine a mosaic, fractionated existences coallescing into persistent personalities and consistent characters.

It is a necessary simplification; we cannot contain in our heads each fleeting feeling, even of ourselves. And it is a useful one; across the stories we see in ourselves and in others, patterns arise which give us expectations for possible futures and handles to control those fates.

But peeling back the veil of these stories, the messy texture of existence is soon evident. The unified story we tell about the myriad of our internal selves is as arbitrary, and as not, as any history of nations. Behind the facade of harmony there are many players, often in conflict, many schemes, often shifting, and any retelling must leave out most characters and ellide most conflicts or else it could not be understood.

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